“She used to look at me… this way, like really look… and I just knew I was there… that I existed.”
Super 8 (2011) dir. J.J Abrams
i loved the show Stranger Things but it made me think.. like we need more shows and movies like that, The Goonies, Stand By Me, Super 8, but where the group of friends are all young girls, where it’s all about solid female friendships and Growing Up instead of girls just being the stereotypical love interest material
Okay, so the lockscreen & home screen of my phone is a picture of Troye from his Blue Neighbourhood Tour. Yesterday I met Connor at the YouTube Fanfest and I asked him if we could take a selfie and he said “sure”. But instead of taking a picture, Connor hit the back buttom and my home screen connor of troye came up and Connor looked at it and smiled
haunted
Person on screen: Hey dude I’ve heard rumours that these stairs are like haunted. Apparently some girl died here when she was like 9 or something
Voice off screen: [annoyed] I’m 11 so shut the fuck up.
I do not know why I would go in front of you and hide my soul. ‘Cause you’re the only one who knows it. Yeah, you’re the only one who knows it.
He kisses like he has kissed before
(He has)
(I haven’t).
He kisses like he is fighting
(He isn’t)
(I am).
This is the best thing that’s happened to me
(Is that sad?)
(Maybe).
But
somewhere between my tears, and his spit,
I forget about everything but
his chin brushing mine, and our
breaths mingling.
(Tears and spit taste weird).
(It tastes like us).
In this liminal space,
I think:
“This is every wonderful nightmare
I have ever had,
please please do not stop.”
Because Simon Snow is bruising my lips
and his damn cross is reminding me that
this is, indeed, reality.
It must be.
The green smoke on his tongue,
the fire licking my hair,
those were never a part of my fantasies.
C r o w l e y.
I am kissing the hero.
(No, that’s not right).
I am kissing the enemy.
(No, not that, either).
I am kissing the pipe dream.
(Not quite).
I am kissing the boy.
(Yes).
I am kissing Simon Snow.
(And he is kissing me).
Final prompt for @carryon-countdown: Chapter 61!!
I am cold and I am bright and it’s a curse of mine to be sad at night.
self care is breaking into an abandoned house at midnight with a ragtag band of boys and their teacher to tell them your life story about drowning as a kid and then coming back to life only to get trapped in a mine shaft and Die some more